[You Said]

Darien, oh my love,
Oh my life.
You’re so gone,
Please send me a sign to
Where you are.
Please, my darling let me be with you,
Next to you,
Walking in our own world.
We are worlds apart and I
Am so lost here.
You said, even in death
You would not go.
You said you would find me
And love me somehow.
But I am still waiting.
I am still wandering.
I know not where to search
For you.
I’ve search my heartstrings and the
Emerald skies.
Nothing.
Just piercing wind that
Stabs at my hollow being,
It rips through me.
Not a word,
Not a sound or
Even a weep.
My heart is crackling,
It’s blistering against the
Heated blows.
Not a cold front can save
My fever now.
I’m sick.

.Alyss.
6.16.08