[Beast]

“Beast.”

My beautiful creature of darkness,

Why can’t you crawl back under your rock?

I never meant to show you a world

Where hurt plagues your every move,

Your every heart beat.

You beast, just leave.

Go find red riding hood,

Or your Beauty.

Because I am not it.

I am not it.

I am like poison berries to you.

Sweet to the tooth,

So poisonous to the body,

To the soul.

Beautiful creature of darkness,

Please do not wander off too far.

A piece of me needs you and

Doesn’t want you gone.

Just leave you beast!

What are you still doing here?

Can’t you see I am just trouble?

Couldn’t you just see it from the start?

Didn’t you feel it when

I cracked that beastly heart.

That precious, soft heart.

Don’t cry.

Oh please do not weep.

I’m sorry, creature.

I cannot keep…

You.

I am not your red hiding hood or,

Cinderella.

Or sleeping beauty,

Or snow white

Or your Beauty.

Beautiful creature,

Tell the future.

Make the future.

Banish me.

Just run for your life.

[Girl Creature]

“Girl, Creature.”

This girl.

Ugly, tainted, putrid.

She must die.

Fly up out into space,

Break through the hemispheres

And fly.

Rip apart your skin,

Peel off your muscles and

Morph into that evil creature.

You ugly girl.

You must die.

Let your capillaries bust open,

You bleeding creature.

Go to hell in your ectothermic skin,

Copy your surroundings and

Burst into flames.

You know you must die,

You bleeding girl.

Tonight the blade won’t save you,

The stars will only hate you.

Just jump off the moon and spiral

Into your impending doom.

Dear Creator,

You know she must die.

That filthy being cannot live

Inside.

Hit her.

Chuck to the brain.

Bash her brains out.

Bask that ugly girls guts about.

Insane.

Break through the glass globe

That surrounds this animal and

Aim.

Shoot.

Creator, shoot.

Girl, die.

I know I must fade.

I know this should die.

.Alyss.

[Here's The Directions]

“Here’s the directions.”

Off the coast of Death,

Turn right on Hell Boulevard.

You’ll find me.

My body lies dried,

Salty,

Dead.

I drown my way to life.

Only dead to the world.

I’m waiting for someone to

Come pick my tattered body

Off the ground

And bring me back to life.

The directions are here,

The directions that you

Need to find my bloodied,

Murdered body:

Drive down the freeway

At speeds of infinite.

On the wrong side of the rode,

Crash into a semi- truck.

Then ignore the light,

Drive straight through purgatory.

Make a left on Dead Beats drive.

Take that road to Death Dakota.

Follow the coast of Death,

Then make a right on Hell Boulevard.

It’s easy to find me,

You just have to be willing.

I tried to get into Heaven,

But I bothered God

With my cries so he cast me

Here.

Wherever this place is that

 Has directions.

Not really sure where it is.

I just know that

I’m here for sad reasons and

That no one wants me,

Or cares to

Find me.

I’m dead,

So dead.

My body is just dust and

Debris now.

Nothing more.

I have no heart,

Not anymore.

I have no life.

Not anymore.

I have no love.

Never had the chance.

So it’s a right on Hell Boulevard,

Maybe you’ll come get me.

.Alyss.

[I Can Write A Happy Poem]

“I can write a happy poem.”

You run through the forest.

Following the light.

The beauty of fairies aloft.

The taste of pixie dust and sweet cakes.

You follow them with all your heart

And mind.

Your childlike beauty,

Your innocence,

Chasing your dreams.

Glowering with passing time.

You run through fields of innocence,

Your heart completely alive.

And there you dream

Amongst the flowers

And fairies.

Safe in your childlike mind.

Safe from any corruption.

Run, young child.

Chase your dreams and never let up

On hope.

Never let anyone steal your happiness.

Hold it to your soul and

Keep your dreams alive.

Live. Love. Laugh. Inspire.

Let your youth survive.

You’ve got everything you need

To be special.

No twists or turns

Or ups and downs will let you fall

If you just believe in yourself.

Exercise your mind through

These fields of childhood

And let your imagination run wild

Like a stallion in the green of day

Under the bluest of skies.

Let your mind take you places

You have never been.

Let your mind explore places

You have never seen.

Now it’s time to sleep, young one.

Rest that peaceful mind.

Explore your dreams,

And keep your head up high.

Got that?

Always keep your eyes to the sky.

Keep your eyes on the stars.

Don’t look down.

Never look down.

Look always to heaven’s arms.

Live for your dreams,

As they live for you,

With you.

Now sleep.

Tomorrow is a brand new, beautiful day

And you have all the opportunities in the world.

Just follow the fairies.

Follow your imagination.

This poem is for you, youngling.

Hold it to your heart.

And listen to it.

.Alyss.