[Sweet Misery]

Come here.
You have to keep it a secret.
If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you act?
Will you hear me out?
Please stay.
Hold me and tell me that you
Won’t ever have to leave again.
Don’t say it…
A trigger thought and
I had it all in bunches.
Then I dropped it off a cliff
To hold your silence.
I just let it off a cliff,
To its death.
In the air adrift.
The rocks are violent,
Without you here.
They shift and turn me
Towards the edge.
The same place that I lost my
Sanity.
Let my being be with you forever.
In your heart,
Or in your mind.
Think of me from time to time.
I’ll be at the bottom of this cliff,
When you come back.
Then we will be together.
I’ll be in pieces,
Waiting for you at the bottom.
But would you have listened,
If I had told you?
Would you have acted?
Would you have listened to me instead of
heard me?
It might have been a chance.
But it would have been in vain.
So here I lie in pieces,
Waiting for your return.
I’ll let the thought of you
Keep me warm down here.
All my love is with you,
Until we are together.
I’ll be waiting here…
In pieces.

.Alyss.
4.3.08