So on April 3, 2010, this very day at 8:32 pm marked a dark day for me two years ago. I was left for someone else. It's over and everything is okay now but....still, it hurts. Today, April 3, 2012 I made a huge step in my life and purchased the hcg diet. It will be a VLCD I am doing for 43 days. i am supposed to lose around 40- 60 pounds on it. I am happy about this. Maybe this summer, for the first time ever, I will be able to wear a bikini and not care if people stare at me. I think i will be fairly thin at the end of this diet. That also makes me happy. if I am smaller I will be happier and be able to fit into smaller clothes. Perhaps I will be thinner than I was in high school. Anyway, I had to tell someone. I will be blogging the whole time about it and how I feel. I will need to keep busy since I'll only be eating 500 calories a day and drinking green tea or water! I have also decided to take this summer off school because if I do another class I will explode and then we'll have a huge bloddy mess to clean up.
Also, I have been heavily thinking about tattoos lately. If I had it my way I'd already have some awesome tattoos. for instance..
These two are ones I really want. Also I need a tattoo dedicated to Alice in Wonderland and Harry Potter. I don't know...I just want to be a better me. I just want to be happy.
