I
may not have been completely forgotten,
But
I don’t lie close to your heart.
Not
anymore.
You
pushed me to the darkest parts of your head
And
left me there.
To
rot away.
No
sunlight for days.
(If
any, at all.)
There,
I linger.
Hopelessly
awaiting your response.
Though
I know it will never come.
(Ever
again.)
I
know I’m not forgotten,
But
I’m still invisible.
Out
of the sight of your mind’s eye.
It’s
heart wrenching.
Being
beaten a quarter away from death
Would
feel better than this feeling.
But
oh, how you left me with too much feeling.
Everything
stings.
(Alcohol
to a deep gash.)
My
words are dust in the wind.
My
existence is the past.
What
a lush existence it is now.
If
the fire ever stops burning me,
I
won’t make it out alive.
I
count on it too much
To
help me feel what’s inside.
Without
the feelings of you once here,
My
meaning would cease to exist.
I
have nothing to remember you by.
Just
memories on my lips.
