[I'm just wondering, atm]

My mind could have wandered away,
To quite a different place,
Down quite a different way.
I could have saved you.
It could have been great.
We could have been loved,
But you chose the end.

They say it could have killed
Me,
But the venom is irresistible.
Ecstasy encasing me,
I could have lifted up Heaven-
Dying.
They tell me it’s killing me,
I’ll try it once more.

I love you,
But I still must take it,
When you’re not looking-
Dying.

.Alyss.
1.25.11