Who am I now?

What has happened to me?
Has my role been replaced?
For I am no longer Alyss,
Forever the queen of a beautiful place.
I have fallen off the earth,
And with that Aeris arose.
Taking my place at the throne,
while I am lost in the unknown.
My mind has taken me captive,
And I am chained to a drone.
Yet here I still lie,
Suspended in time and all alone.
Where have I gone?
Do I hold no place in Wonderland anymore?
She has replaced me,
And here I lie, washed up on the shore.
So who is the real Alyss,
Could you please say?
Who holds the position,
I need to know today?
I thought that I was Alyss, Ruler of Wonderland,
But I can see that I was fooled.
For I never existed in such a place,
So here I lie, residing by the pool,
Of Tears that is,
My existance is finally taken away.
So here I jump into this, suicide,
So I won't survive next today.
Sincerely, The Old Ruler of the Heart Throne <3

6/27/10